As I was struggling to get off my tired conscious state, I happened to listen to Yiruma's piano pieces and I came across to his piano composition: "Maybe". Suddenly, I thought about this person, he popped into my mind when I heard the first few notes.
Hey…
I know it’s just been months since I met you.
I just want you to know that you can always talk to me,
If you need someone to talk to…
It’s stupid for me to care for someone like you
But I did this because you deserve it
After all you gave me light...
A hope, to become even stronger
I like the way you encourage me
I’m sorry for being annoying,
I show you my weakness
My mistake, I should show it to the Lord
Thanks anyway! For reminding me;
To always trust unto the Father,
For always reminding me that I have someone who is powerful
Who knows me better than anyone else…
Your smile,
Although you don’t
really do that;
It makes my heart light,
You know, forgetting all the stress?
I like it that way.
Please remain who you are.
You’ll never be mine, I know.
Don’t change? I can’t ask that.
If you ever change,
Be better than before;
So that I’ll have more reasons to adore you
(I'm not sure if this literary piece is in its correct form(?) I just want to express my thoughts towards this person I'm thinking about now...)