I don’t know what to say …
For I am a girl who has difficulty in expressing her
feelings in words.
I know that I am high maintenance.
I’m trying my best to obey and to stick to you.
Dear Lord, please send out more challenges that I could face
For I know that I only look up to you when I get hurt
And if that’s what it takes for me to remember you: Let it
be.
Dear Lord, You’ve been patient for I sometimes communicate
to you,
For I come home, tired. Physically but my spirit yells Pray!
For I am pre-occupied with my material priorities,
Dear God I want you to be my priority!
If I could handle school as a must,
THEN IT IS A SHAME
For I have forgotten you
Dear Lord,
Dear Lord, I want this to work
I want my body and my spirit
To search for you
Yet…
Lord God, for I am a girl and you know me
That I cannot express my feelings in words
Yet I know that my heart speaks for more
Listen to my heart that’s hurt
